Chicago pd fanfiction hailey can t breathe " Jay nodded his understanding of things, not caring in the least. "I can't get comfortable" Jay replied. " Will replied, "Well let's hope it doesn't come to that. Charles pointed out. It was then that sniffing and apologies were coming from the brotherly hug, but Hailey wasn't sure who was what noise. I thought just for a moment that he had killed you. " Jay stared at her for a moment, and Hailey knew she had him. "I justcan't breathe", he said, starting to panic as he continued to struggle. She doesn't know what it was about seeing Hailey, but Kim just broke down in tears. TV Shows Chicago PD. He wants to. "J-Jay. He's been able to keep all of his triggers in check thanks to Hailey and her forcing him into getting help he can do his best to block out the loss of his parents, the loss of Al, even the loss of Erin (though, he can honestly say that he's been over her for a long time now, also, thanks to his current partner) but he's been finding it harder and harder recently to block the feelings he TV Shows Chicago PD. "I want a baby," Hailey said softly. Jay brings the glass to his lips, taking It was 98 in Chicago today and Hailey and Jay are chasing suspect. It took them ten minutes to catch him, and Hailey couldn't breathe when patrol took the man. He's pissed he can't hold on to the anger, that every time with them it so quickly turns into despair. Vanessa tried to breathe but it wasn't working. Hailey began to get tired. "Hailey! HAILEY!" Hailey raises an eyebrow up at him, standing up so that she was standing between his legs. Hello! "Yeah, I can't sleep. "She has a knife. You're safe, it's okay," he soothed, rubbing her back as she clung to his shirt. One minute, Hailey was walking through the woods helping look for a missing girl, the next she felt a pinch in her arm and almost instantly, she couldn't breathe. Hailey didn't say anything, at that moment, she just couldn't find the words. "That won't happen. Suddenly, Hailey's eyes begin to slowly flutter open. " Jay muttered, hugging his partner once more before letting her go. Hailey was desperately asking Detective Hailey Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--Crap. " He pockets his hands. Hailey sensed he was nervous by the way he was rocking back and forth on his heels and how his free hand tugged at his jacket. What if Platt got wind of it?" A little grin crept onto his face. " Will grabbed his brother's arm, gently pushing him back against the pillows and pulling the sheets back up. Out. On the ABC show, a rookie cop is kidnapped and her training officer is the one that's desperate to find her. Looking through a window, they saw the suspect take off running out the back and both quickly jumped from the porch and followed him. LATER. I'm going to attempt to finish my original write of Past Lives for my other readers of Fanfiction net, I don't know how well I'm gonna manage it cause every time I sit down to even try I literally just stare at my computer for hours. J: Vanessa said she'd come in tomorrow, Hailey doesn't want everyone knowing or asking any questions, so she said she'd make sure they knew that before Hailey and I come around lunch. " A sob escaped her lips before she could restrain herself. Hailey was able to breathe easier and fell asleep. "Take a break, breathe Hailey. Breathe with me. " Hailey sighed, "I know. "I know, Hailey. " she They were quiet for awhile, just feeling whatever they were feeling and bouncing it off to the other. Hailey laughed. I know how scary it can be and I "Upton, listen to me. Nothing should distract Ella from Jay at that moment. "Hailey, honey, breathe for me. We'll give you a paralytic so your throat doesn't tightened around the tube but if you can't handle it we can always knock you out. " Jay rubbed his face, "Fine. But Hailey couldn't really be surprised to hear him so calm. Undoing her jeans and peeing had never been so difficult. You're shaking, you can't breathe, you're covered in sweat, and, I'm going to say it so we can acknowledge it, you were crying. I need you to breathe on your own. - He thinks. He doesn't want to deal with this, can't right now, he just wants to go back to sleep. Can't blame them, it's not easy and it's a Voight couldn't tell if Jay was shocked into acceptance by a lifelong diagnosis, still in denial or a mix of both. "I'm here," Jay said quietly, "I swear, but Hailey, this babyshe's on crack and look how tiny and justshe deserves help. " Very vague advice, she thought, almost laughed. At Chicago Med: Jay only ate half of what Hailey brought him and drifted off to sleep. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. Hailey quickly wrapped Kim in In an instant he couldn't breathe, the extremely strong waft of alcohol flooding his lungs, windpipe, entire body. " "Okay," he says quietly as he nods slowly. Jay turned at her coughs, confused because Hailey didn't normally have trouble running a bunch. Are you in any pain?" Hailey replied. "Ssh just breathe, breathe through it and squeeze my hand" Hailey soothed. "Hailey, just breathe," said Dante quietly. If anyone could help him shake this awful feeling it would be Hailey. Let it go" She took a deep breath before giving voice to her greatest fear. He moves to get in the ambulance with her. We can't get in the way of them doing their jobs. "You knew that too, Hailey. "You can't take anything yet, but I can put peppermint in a diffuser and on your temples. "He can't. But it was more than that for Jay. Slowly, Hailey pulled herself up from the bed and made her way to the door. Her frustration proved helpful because they got the confession they needed and went to make the remaining arrests. " Natalie bit her lower lip, allowing the tears to slowly drip down. "Okay, good. The Lies We Tell Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at /works/20869019. Hailey wasn't sure if what happened was fatal, but she knew almost for certain that Jay was going to be spending the night most likely unable to speak or breathe for himself. Voight knocked on the door 30 minutes later. By "You're the best!" then took Adam's whisky and slides it over to Hailey with a wink. That's what Kim had to do, and Vanessa ended up doing it, too. That inventory is out of my hands now. That's the only thought that was running through Jay's mind. " Christine bit her lip and looked down at her plate, "We should talk about something else. He threw up again 20 minutes later. Hailey got him back in bed and put the ice back on his head and the back of his neck and began to massage his shoulders and back. But you didn't. "Oh crap!" TV Shows Chicago PD. Even after you leave, it doesn't end. Kim jumped and turned around, reaching for her gun before realizing it was only Hailey. " Hailey nodded slightly and scooted forward to hug him tightly, "Thank you. "I-I, Dad died, Mom died, everyone dies Will, everyone- everyone I love dies Will, I can't- I can't, and I can't do anything to stop it. " "I've already I think the last one was when our mom was still alive. "Hey hails are you done," Jay asked "Yes thank you" Hailey replied. Jay was deaf to any sound, blind to everything else, only hearing the clamor of TV Shows Chicago PD. "I can't lose you, Jay", she closed her eyes trying not to melt in a sea of tears. " He smiles tilting his head towards her with that crooked smile always makes her miss a few beats and she can't help but quickly look "You need to slow down and breathe for me," Hailey said. Hailey talked him through it but was trying not to gag herself, she was holding what he was throwing up into and that was hard to stomach. " Emily pauses briefly. Jay reaches out for it even before his brain can tell him no, "Thanks doc," he mumbles and then with a half-wave he leaves before Shriver can say another word, finding his way almost blindly to the restroom and a cubicle which he shuts the door of harder than he wanted to before leaning back against it, his brain telling him to breathe in and out as slowly as he can, his brain telling He took a breath and blew it out, "I can't do that. Hailey put her hand on her wrist and felt her pulse; it was racing. "Jay, you can't do that. "Hailey! It's Jay, open up!" "Why didn't you give me time to prepare?" Hailey hissed, "I could have had this freak out at home, not here at work. He, I, V, I can't, it hurts," Hailey began to hyperventilate and Vanessa's eyes widened. The guys were at the Chateau. I can't lose him. "Breathe for me," Hailey said while rubbing circles over the back of his shirt, "It's okay, you're okay. J I love you babe I hope you feel better in the morning. Hailey's POV. By: taylorandmacster10. "I didn't tell u because I needed u to focus. Hailey was now sitting at the edge of the bed, becoming a roadblock in Jay's path. "It's going Hailey didn't hear a response from Jay as smiled when she heard a soft snore. He should have followed her. Hailey didn't even stir when he got her dressed. Hailey shook her head, "I can't believe this. "Hails, its going to be . It had been a few weeks. " She ran her hand over his hair. "It also upsets me that Drew doesn't like this," Jay said and closed his eyes. Hailey looked at the clock, "Drew's probably eating breakfast right now. " Hailey smiled, "I can take that. After a few hours. Hailey gave him a soft smile. Drew sat in the car with his arms crossed, "I don't want to go. " Jay lightly set his hand on her forehead and took as deep of a breath as he could against the thick feeling in his chest, "I think you have a fever. Jay blinked and pushed himself up to look at Hailey's face. help" Hailey said trying to steady her breathing but it keeps getting worse. - Breathe, okay? - He says softly and begins to breathe slowly with her accompanying him. Hailey hadn't been feeling much like doing housework that week, so she wanted to make sure everything was caught up for when Vanessa returned the following day. She'd had him struggle to breathe underneath her own February 12, 2019. " "I can't," Hailey swallowed, "Jay, how am I supposed to just jump into "Hey ssh just breathe ok you can tell us anything we promise we won't get mad at you," Hailey told her "I-i do-don-don't kn-know-why -i -im s-so -sca-scar-scared to -te-tell you -gu-guys," Ainslyn said shakily "It's ok you can tell us anything," Hailey told her "Ok i-" Ainslyn began to cry and hyperventilate again "Ssh ssh just breathe here how He immediately groaned and laid back again, fighting to breathe. " Jay looked down at his hand over Hailey's chest. "Let's go fill your prescription and go home, babe," Hailey said as she sat up a little. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Hailey knew Jay used to have nightmares, he had talked about having them before, she didn't know he still had them though. She'd seen him drunk and watched him cry. Hailey was struggling to breathe when the guy was apprehended. Rated: Fiction T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - J. I just got home from work can't take killing someone, God I am weak. It's – it would be too much time to think and over-think and I justI can't do that. "Thank you," Jay smiled slightly. They laid still for a while just listening to each other breathe. " "I know," Hailey said softly, "But now we need to let go and let her receive that help from the doctors and the social workers. You can't leave me, I won't let you. Watching as he looked down at his feet. And he was a rational person, he approached everything related to work as a mission and he did not let himself be distracted by something that was not under his control. Upstead future fic. Hailey looked so good holding that baby. A/N: So, I've been obsessed w/this ABC show called "The Rookie," and one such episode had me inspired to do an Upstead version. It didn't feel great. She could tell he was hurt. " In. Follow/Fav One Chicago one shots. " Hailey approached Kim, putting a hand on her shoulder. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: And for what, a low life person wanting a stake in a cartel that was killing thousands of lives. "Shhh, focus on me, Hailey, breathe, in and out, "I don't know," Jay looked at her, "I don't want to scare you. Rating: Not Rated Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Fandom: Chicago PD (TV) Character: Jay Halstead, Hailey Upton, Will Halstead Additional Tags: Whump, Hurt Jay Halstead, punctured lung, shot, Fix It Fic, Hallucinations, PTSD Series: Part 5 of Bad Things Happen Bingo Fics Breathe, just breathe" She murmured hoping to calm her mad heartbeat. Kim made eye contact with Kevin and grabbed Adam's hand. So I don't know what we can add. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "And we're okay," Hailey countered, "It was scary and we got hurt, but we're okay. "You're okay, breathe, Hails, shhh," TV Shows Chicago PD. If it wasn't for them I couldn't have don't It" Jay nodded and kisses her head and takes the baby off her. "No, no," Hailey breathed and gently dragged him against the shelf until he was close enough for Kevin to grab. " Hailey sighed and ran a hand through her hair, "Ifine. "Yeah, Halstead," Adam chimed in, still filming. The whole hospital went quiet. " "I can't do that," Jay put his hand back in his lap. " Jay's eyebrows shot up, "What?" "I-Iwas this your surprise the other day?" Hailey asked. Jay receives a call from Emma in the middle of the night. "I'm fine," he said again, almost automatically. " Jay tried to respond as he reached back out for her. "Ssh your ok it's ok let Good, out for 4," Jay continued the process of counting for her to breathe until she stopped shaking her head, trying to say she couldn't breathe. Life's remaindering nature came to visit today and Hailey wasn't totally sure who the intended target was. I can't breathe. " You don't have to come back with me. He sighed then nodded. Hailey asked. "Thanks for waiting here Upton. "Hey Hailey. Kim's barely been out of the hospital 24 hours, don't breathe down her neck. He didn't feel strong enough to face them, whether he was cleared or not, so he let himself fall back into oblivion. " Hailey shook her head, "We haven't done a road trip in forever. The team stared at the two men, as did every member of the hospital staff that was around. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "So you really are going to put him up for adoption?" Hailey passed the card back. "oh, and don't tell Will I said that. Hailey I don't want you driving, the weather is terrible. What happens with Maurice and Andre is out of my hands. I'm going to put this mask on you, it's going to help you breathe. Her hands were trembling from how scared she was. Try and relax, Hailey," Sylvie instructed, getting the oxygen mask onto her "Not a day off, I didn't want to be at home," Hailey pointed out. As soon as Will inserted the needle, Jay threw up. I'm right here. Don't you wanna-" Hailey clapped her hand over his mouth, cutting him off. "He won't be," Hailey shook her head, "Not for the next day at least. He squeezes her hand and reassures her. "I'm doing the best I can! I need some space to breathe, not constant pressure!" She stormed off to her room, leaving her parents in stunned silence. There were tears building in Hailey's eyes but she didn't let them fall. By: I can't wait. They cared about each other too much for that. Halstead, H. Hailey dropped the "It's Halloween," Hailey set her hand on his arm, "We can't be monsters. "No, no, no, no. Oh my god" Jay shook his head at her, "Hailey, you are not him. Hailey "Just breathe, just breathe," he reminded himself as sleep finally, mercifully won. I though that episode was amazing, all of the acting in it was amazing. Breathe, you have to breathe, in and out, come on" Hailey does as ordered, she wills her heart to stop hammering wildly in her chest, she tells herself she's ok, she's safe, he can't hurt her, she's safe, Trudy is here with her. He just wouldn't! Thank You to Jay reached his hand out behind him and touched Hailey's arm to help her know she wasn't alone, though he kept throwing up. Jay!" She coughed out, gasping for air. 20 minutes later Jay cracked the bathroom door open and asked if she was done. "What's her name?" Hailey shrugs " ihavent thought of that far ahead. "It's all right, Hails. "I'm fine," Jay blushed. When he crosses a line, will they be able to find their way back to each other Jay can hear Voight mutter something under his breath and before he knows it, the man is calling over the radio for an ambulance. " "Been a bit busy," Jay nodded and sipped his water. " And Jay, being her partner and all-around stand-up guy that he is, ran after her. Hailey couldn't sleep either because she had cramps. "Yo! "CHICAGO PD, open up!" She yelled and they heard a crash. But he didn't do anything more. " Hailey walked in with a glass of water and a Hershey's bar, Jay squeezed Hailey's hand and they sat there in silence again. Hailey mimicked his breaths and spoke again, "He was never going to bring him in, was he? He knewhe knew that when he bent down to uncuff him, that Roy would grab his gun. "Breathe, Hailey. If she shot him—" "—She shot him. The bitter winds of Chicago's winter season meet them eagerly as the pair exit the district. h. When you wake up you'll have a tube in your throat and you can't speak. He looked to Hailey for an answer but she seemed to be just as bewildered. I'm just hoping that he's taking a little break for another project or something. "Yeah," he breathed and smiled a little. Grounding techniques on the other hand provide a mental distraction and help you "ground" yourself in the present moment. Rolling my head, I get light headed as if I was drinking all night. Course she's pretty sure Hank yelled after her, "You're taking the weekend off, Upton. " "Hailey! What we got?" Fast Moving footsteps approach her but she is fixed on Jay trying to breathe. I can't give you that, I'm so sorry", Jay eventually tearfully admitted what he thought she was thinking all along. Follow/Fav Long Hauler. " It broke the dam inside her. The paramedic driving turns to shout through that it will be bumpy for a couple of minutes until they’re back on the road and Hailey Hailey knew that she had to pull herself together, because what happened at work that day simply could not happen again. Follow/Fav We Can. However, she knew that he wasn't going to just go away if the roles were reversed, she wouldn't either. " Hailey responded pulling away from him. Sighing, Hailey slowly typed a message. Come on, Hailey, don't fight it," Jay grabbed her hair with one hand and started rubbing her back with the other as she gave into her body and threw up. "Mom, you can't keep living like this," Hailey put her hand on the table. "Hailey, honey, can you hear me?" Hailey nodded slightly. " "Don't hey Meghan didn't move or open her eyes, but Hailey knew she wasn't asleep, she wasn't relaxed enough and had a tight grip on Hailey's shirt. Vanessa stopped throwing up and was hyperventilating really hard. "We can try," Hailey looked at Jay. "You wouldn't hurt me," Hailey said, "I swear. "And I don't think H-Hailey would ever hurt us, but we have to err-" I can't judge you for how you deal with your stuff just like how you can't judge me for how I deal with mine just like how we can't judge Drew for his. His dangling phone buzzed against the sheets, the shock and surprise radiating through his "Pull my hair," Hailey repeated, "It'll help. A lot of fans want for her and him to couple up, and they share a lot of similarities with Upstead; so, this story was born. Jay X Hailey one-shot/Rated T/Canon-compliant with 9x09 - Upstead one-shot of Jay telling Hailey he wants to marry her, now, Upstead fans frickin' won last night. " "Don't worry I already let them know. She couldn't let it happen again. He pushes the button on the morphine pump. He doesn't know where they're going to take her, so he wants to be there for her during the ride and while waiting for her to be cleaned up. By: "I want you to come back and tell that to me when this baby is born early and can't breathe on its own or when you're draining your life savings to take care of it," Rob said. "Shhh, Hails. Jay was a soldier and part of him would be one forever. " It drove her crazy that I was up at five in the morning. Jay took a deep breath and, wincing, used his other hand to hold hers, "Not today, but it's not off the table. "Hailey, you know you enjoyed eating ice cream for lunch," Jay said, making her roll her eyes as Vanessa laughed. When Jay finished, Will took it from Hailey and set another one in Jay's lap just in case. When Jay saw Hailey go down he ran towards her "h. "Not a chance, buddy. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "It is, now you can stop hounding me about therapy. Will whispered something to Jay that Hailey couldn't hear, but it was something that made him chuckle. "I'm here, Hail," Kim took her hand and rubbed her back. Jay planted on soft kiss on the top of her head, holding her close to him. Hailey inhaled sharply, she wasn't ready for this wasn't ready to face Jay. "You can let me in," Hailey squeezed his wrist. She didn't want him to see her like this and she knew without a doubt, if he heard her voice, he would immediately know something was wrong. Follow/Fav Upstead comfort oneshots. "I don't want to be a bad mom. It was hour three when the monitor from Jays room stated to beep frantically. Follow/Fav Drunk Jay. Follow/Fav Wildest Dreams. Squeeeeeze . "Ssh ssh you're ok it's ok your safe just breathe" Hailey soothed. Rated Complete - id: 13984689 + - Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten Set around the end of 9x04. Hailey tried to breathe, but she was struggling and her head really hurt. She looked at her watch staring at the rhythmic movement of the hands for an infinite time and, when five minutes had already passed, she moved her gaze to the stick resting next to her. I love you too but ya gotta let go. It was the only thought capable of running through his mind as he stood outside of the trauma bay, surrounded by his team, surrounded by Platt and fellow officers who had shown up as soon as the news broke. Hailey and Jay sat down and played candy land with Ava for almost 45 minutes before switching to sorry for about 20 minutes. He didn't quite understand it- how she can so effortlessly bring light to any darkness he might be going through He set her on the floor and then turned on the shower and put it as hot as it could go. I guess we need one of those, don't we? Detective Jay Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--How else do you expect us to get everything we need for the baby? Detective Hailey Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--Literally no clue. The technique used here is a modified version of a favorite of mine called the 54321 method. No Hailey, we've done what we can do. She squeezed Kim's hand tighter and Kim brought their hands to rest on her stomach. " "And we will make it up to him tonight, but right now he needs to understand what he did was wrong," Jay said. Voight can tell Jay's awake but doesn't say anything. " Jay put his head in his hands with a low groan. Hailey couldn't understand how a child could shoot someone with the intent to kill and then how that child's mother could watch the victim "Oh, come on, Hailey, have a little fun," Adam said, "If I can't drink, have an extra for me. (AN: I have no idea if there are storm sirens in Chicago, but we have them in Texas. " "Hailey I have to go I'm being paged, I'll keep my phone on. "Here, I canI can see," Jay held back a gag as he turned Blake to the side, "Hailey, I-I can't-" "You're fine," Hailey laughed softly and quickly finished washing Blake, "Want me to wash you now?" "No, I want to take a shower though," Jay lowered Blake back into the water and rinsed him off, wincing as Blake cried loudly. " Her heart fluttered in her chest at his words. " The guys all snickered, clearly enjoying the show. Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - J. Jay continued to stroke her cheek, gently pushing her hair back from her face. She couldn't breathe, it was like her panic attacks, but it wasn't a panic attack. They went to their apartment and Jay sat on the couch while Hailey went and got some meds. Follow/Fav On Your Side. By: LovestoRead2013. It wasn't her normal coughing, either. Jay stuck around to help, despite much protest from Hailey, who said she was more than capable of My jaw clenches. "You can. Follow/Fav Linstead - Always. On the other note, Mouse has already gone back overseas to do another tour. She moans loudly as Jay starts sucking on her bundle of nerves, her body writhing underneath him and her hands going to tangle in his hair. " He scooted up in bed a little, it seemed whatever Will gave him was working already. Hailey is looking through her phone at the various texts she's She cups his face with her left and applies a little more pressure over the wound. " "You're welcome," Jay said softly and kissed the side of her head, "Partners, right?" Hailey smiled, "Yeah, partners. " Hailey nodded and pointed "I don't want him out of my sight," Jay said and looked up at Hailey. " Adam pushed a chair toward Kevin, "Use that. Seen it hundreds of times, girlfriends, wives, they can't handle it and they leave. Breathe for me, you're okay. He hadn't felt one this bad since the first year he had come back home for good. "Hey, hey, it's okay. By: abssssss3. His face distorts in a grimace at the increased pressure but he doesn't have the breath for a groan. Can you call Lindsay to come drive me home since my brother here says I can't?" Hailey was confused and taken back by his request. It was different for them. " Squeeeeeze. Kevin grabbed her long waves and yelled for Jay. Just do what you can to keep him comfortable, trust your gut, he'll be okay. Any of you. " Hailey nodded, inhaling before just letting it out in great haste. " "Nothing about you can scare me," Hailey said softly. " "That's why you hold your breath," Hailey said, "Like this. " Hailey smiled slightly and nodded, "Got it. " Erin, feeling the weight of their expectations, finally snapped. As soon as he opened the door to Molly's and saw her sitting at the bar- and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. Hailey was so scared, she was now having a panic attack. Hailey crossed her arms, "I do not approve of this. Either you're with me, or you're going home. "You deserve everything good Hailey. "This isn't saying you need to ignore whatever Will tells you, though," Hailey said, a smile teasing at her lips, "If I listen to his demand that I can't go to work-" After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. That may have been why he confessed. I do not own chicago PD or any of it's characters. I did get to watch Chicago PD on Wednesday and was less than impressed with the way the show just bypassed the conversation between Hailey and Jay. He took the tums and they turned on the tv. " Voight, with his arms crossed, grunts his understanding and turns back into his office, and closes the door. He would have been on the brink of doing it already, hell, he may have had that plan to begin with. Hailey laughed weakly, "Don't even start with me. i'm in literal shock and this was the only way i could process it, Author's Note: Happy Friday! I'm sorry for the lack of updates this week. Jay sighed and laid on the couch. By: When I wasn't with him, I was worried he couldn't breathe, and when I was actually sleeping, I couldn't stay awake longer than forty-five minutes because I was terrified I'd miss something. "I can't lose you. - You can't miss it. Can I feel your neck?" Hailey nodded again, reaching for Kim's hand. I kept the whisky pouring Hailey didn't have a chance to answer before she started gagging and frantically pushed away from him to lean over the trash can. " TV Shows Chicago PD. Once again it had endured another long, trying winter and it just wanted to breathe a little. Hailey had just won when the wind picked up and the storm sirens started going off, causing everyone to freeze. "Hey Jay, some things come up and I'm going to be out of town for the weekend. " "I don't care," Jay put a handful of ice into a water bottle. Hailey questions him nervously. He lightly touched her left arm. After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. " He's happy his voice didn't crack but knows he wasn't able to keep the pain out of that request. They turned on the tv and found a random movie to watch. "Okay, you're I can't pretend I don't still love you. Put your head down, Hailey. We can't go in there hot headed. I'm going to get someone in here just breathe for me" Hailey soothed. I wasn't looking at Bailey when he went over to Jay. His body isn't in agony, just the exhaustion trying to drag him down, weighing on his chest, making it hard to breathe deeply. In. By: thedefinitionofendgame. People talk. " Jay sighed, "Iyou know, Will actually told me to pull your hair too. It's not the same when I do it myself. Jay had to cough, it was that or puke. By: "But Hailey didn't leave you alone," Adam said, "I know she didn "Yeah, but she also gave me space every once in a while. Follow/Fav It Wrecks Me (That Breathe. Through it. Once she gets into the locker room, she notices her heart rate increasing. Hailey went to bed after she hung up with jay. Her mind drifted to Jay, to the Hailey can feel Jay pulling away from her and it’s getting harder to pretend that they’re still good. By: Allie cat 3457. "Hailey, I need you to wake up. "I can't be a mom!" Hailey wailed. " She took a big, exaggerated breath and bent backwards so her head went underwater. Sylvie pulled out a shock blanket and wrapped it around Hailey's shoulders. "Hailey, I'm the mom, you do not need to worry about me," Christine said. " Hailey went around the truck and jumped into the seat next to Drew, "It'll be fine. He tries talking when he feels a hand in his cheek, but all he can do is lean into it, grateful for the warmth it brings, as "You're going to fall asleep in a couple seconds. . " "Good, I can see the top of the head. ". Sorry I didn't get back with you sooner. " "Never thought otherwise, partner. And since she couldn't let it go, she was let go. "Really , like who?" "Hmm Voight, Platt, Hailey," Will shrugs, "just to name a few. "Can't sleep either?" Voight asked He thought about opening his eyes but he didn't want to face them. All of this played out in his mind, the guilt being spread on extra thick this time around. It was just like every other night after work for them, Jay and Hailey on one of their couches, it was at Hailey's this time, eating whatever takeout they had ordered that night, and show they were watching playing on the TV. She inches closer to him until her lips are grazing his ear. I can't just sit around here and do nothing for God knows how long. The next morning she felt much better. "Okay thanks Will. "" Oh it's done," He turns to the door, "Look who it is. Focus on my voice, you're okay. " Jay's face dropped, his salty tears now falling onto his lap. "You can't make me. It will all be okay, just breathe with me," Kim was doing her best to calm Hailey down, but she knew it wasn't an easy task without Jay. Her face was so pale, but her cheeks were pink. " "I don't understand why you can't be there," Drew sighed and hit his legs. "Yeah, I can't do this," Nicole shook her head, "I didn't want a baby to start, it was a mistake, and then I realized how I really screwed this all up and plus I'm seventeenI can't take care of this baby. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Hailey took a moment to breathe in the hall before they went in. He got me to shoot him anyway. We have to be smart. I'm gonna check something," Hailey flopped back and Jay took a cool cloth from a nurse and wiped her forehead. Hailey didn't stop chewing her lip, Hailey shakes her head at him, sighing heavily. I can't handle much more of this," Hailey broke off into sobs and Jay pulled her into his lap, making sure to be careful with her ribs. " "I know," Hailey breathed, "But you can't control dreams, they just "Okay," Jay said nodding a little. Drinking beer and smoking weed. Jay blushed, "I saw a lot of myself in him last night. Hailey is breathing fine at first but then she got light headed and stopped and she fell down and she couldn't breathe. You're going to be late. " "I can't, but someone else can. I wasn't alone I had the team, I had will to help me. You're okay. She'd been to enough accident scenes and enough hospital rooms to know One of them being Hailey. " Will steps up then, not wanting to miss drunk Jay, "Said what "Ok bud. "Can I stay here tonight? I don't want to be alone" Hailey asked. She didn't sign up for the life of a soldier. "Okay, okay, just let it happen, baby, I'm here, it's okay. Follow/Fav Everything is a mess. H Thanks I love you too. You're in no condition for that tonight. Her AU | When a case goes sideways, Hailey wakes up in the hospital with a revelation that leaves her evaluating her life. "I can't do this again! I can't lose another brother! I can't. "I can't be here. Follow/Fav Gone. "Yeah, that's fi—," Hailey ends the call at that and tosses it on the floor a few feet away. Hailey scarfed her food down since she was starving. We tried to do more for her, but there isn't a lot we can do if she won't let us get close. J Ok good that should help I can't wait to see you in 2 days. She's bleeding badly and he worries her nose might be broken. You find 5 things you can see, 4 things you can feel, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste. Jay is going to be okay, breathe. "That doesn't mean we can't practice right now" "Oh thank God," Jay mutters standing up and reaching for his wallet. "Calm down! she kept telling herself while she tried to breathe through the pain and tried not to alert Jay or Hailey. "It wasn't super bad, but I don't enjoy being stuck here. I have no reference! I can't do this, I'm going to be horrible!" Hailey quickly worked herself into a complete panic, then she threw up on herself, only adding to how upset she was. Once he finished, he wiped his mouth and flushed then turned to comfort Hailey. A Hailey and Jay friendship missing moment, inspired by the ending scene in 6x7, Trigger. A splitting pain shoots across my skull and if I didn't' know better, I'd say there is someone hammering away at my I'm extremely sad that Jesse has left Chicago PD. "Aww, come on, Hailey. Hailey looks at her partner and nods to the door, and the pair make their way down the stairs towards the exit. " "You can't be sure Jay. She didn't really want to move, she just wanted to be home, piled up in bed with her mom. "Hey honey how are you feeling," Natalie asked Hailey just couldn't talk to Jay, right now. H I can't wait to see you either. "Yeah," Jay nodded and squeezed her hands, "Hailey, breathe. After about thirty minutes the boys got up to leave. Steam rises from my skin and pours out from between my lips, "There's no way you're benching me now. She bent over as she coughed and suddenly threw up from the force. Daniel, he wanted- he wanted to see his dad, he wanted to see his dad, Will we don't have a dad anymore, I am the problem Will, It's me everyone around me is hurt, I am the problem. He doesn't think the rest of the team can tell, except for maybe Hailey. A few minutes later the bathroom filled with steam. I don't want you guys getting hurt for me. "I cant Jay. " His smiled faded when he remembered the shaking, "But it was scary. Author's Note: Happy Monday! Just want to Thank You again, for all of the support I've received for this story! Really gives my muse the boost it needs to keep updating in a speedy fashion! Chicago Fire + Chicago PD Crossover. Hailey sighs as she turns and walks towards the door, she can feel his eyes on her body as she walks out into their living room going to pick up her clothes from the laundry. Hailey doesn't have to come in if she doesn't want to, but I'll need you or Rojas. " Kevin stood on it and put his arms out, "Hi Drew, can you come here please?" Drew curled away and whimpered more. There is clear chaos happening outside the van as the other Jay tells Hailey something about his past that no one else in intelligence knows. "I can't," squeaked out. Not yet. "Jay, you cannot teach him how to fight," Hailey argued and stepped closer to him. He was awake again and put his hand to his face, probably forgetting what was going on. " Adam pulled his bottom lip between his teeth and kicked his foot lightly at a scuff mark After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. Your rib could've hit your lung. " Jay's gut twists, dragging itself down to the gravel beneath him in conjunction with the guilt that ties knots in his chest. Hurts," Hailey coughed, tears dripping down her cheeks. " "Please," Hailey gently poked his side, "Just a little bit. By: I was injured and then suddenly found out I was pregnant and he is here screwing Hailey! I can't believe this!", Erin was furious. "Here take these," she said handing him tums. Jay sat on the edge of the bed as he answered the phone, his best friend Mouse was speaking on the other end of the line, however the news he got were not good, he could feel sadness inside him. He'd been told to rest, to sleep, but it was hard even with the drugs coursing through his veins, cushioning the blow of what had happened. It won't come to that Hailey. "Everyone finish your paper work and you can get out of here," Voight told them. " "Hailey, you're too close. " "That's the whole point of Halloween," Jay joked. While she recovers at Med, she meets Jay, an aloof, yet intriguing The doors close in front of her and Hailey lets out a breath. "You can let everyone know I'm okay. " He pulled away but was still close enough that it could be mistaken as intimate. "Stay with me Jay. Well, last year I was on painkillers, I don't think it can be counted. Hailey isn't sure how it happens, but they end up nearly shoulder to shoulder as they walk down the sidewalk towards the parking lot. Hailey laughed softly, "Not everyone likes people hugging them all the time. Follow/Fav Learning To and messages I've received for this story! I really do appreciate it! I used to write a lot of Fanfiction back in the day, but it's been years since I've really OMG, I read a review of 9x4 today and I just can't wait to watch it! Now, on to Chapter 6! Hey" Jay whispered, softly. Hailey, the head is the hardest part, push as hard as you can," "Kay," Hailey panted and pushed again, groaning as she squeezed Jay's hand. He doesn't need to hear me freaking out. "We can't let that get back to the District. "You can close your eyes. Hailey laughed and fed Jay another piece of muffin, "Good?" "Delicious," Jay chuckled and swallowed, "You're the best driving partner I could ask for. I'm still hanging onto that "8 months" because let's face it, Jay wouldn't leave Hailey like that. Jay went and got the heating pad for her and put it on her stomach. An hour later he woke up again whimpering in pain. " Jay was sitting up and throwing the sheets off of himself by the time Will and Hailey woke up. It was revenge, protection, defending his family, despite his continuous assurance that wasn't affecting him. " Jay turns to the group, "Will is the Voight's words, his obvious concern and ager along with Hailey's disappointment in him was burning bright making it hard to sleep. "I know I'm sorry. Hailey hadn't had a panic attack in years. Meghan whimpered and clung to "He didn't move Adam or Kim. Instead, she threw herself back into Jay's embrace, clinging to him tightly. It was the quickest jump to buzzed Jay ever experienced. I'll close mine too and we can think about what makes us happy together!" Ella offered. "Can you feel this Jay fell asleep but woke up an hour later, he tried to fall back asleep but couldn't. She had always known Jay loved her, but hearing him say it now, after all this time, was hard to hear. "Please don't ask me that again. Just take a breath," she said. "I need help," Hailey said, "I can't pull him off on my own. Hailey rolled her eyes, "He's having a bad enough day as it is, we can't make it worse for him. " We all held our breath and watch Jay laying in the court yard. " Jay pouted, clearly disappointed that his assumption was wrong. You didn't do anything wrong you were very good. "Don't be," Hailey squeezed his hand, "Thank you for doing it. "Okay, hun. " Hailey walks in, steaming. "I can't breathe," she whispered, "My face feels swollen and disgusting. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 239 - Follows: 200 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Will passed a basin to Hailey and she held it under Jay's mouth. "Because it's a swim class for kids," Jay said, "Not adults. "I can't believe. I'm fine. " "Can you do me a favor. "Get out Will. I can't accept that she was so badly mauled by such an inhuman scum. And honey, you asking about that would not have been the one thing to throw him over the edge. You can't blame yourself," Trudy insisted, holding Hailey's hands. " Hailey replied, cutting him off. " Will sighed, shrugging his way through the crowd of people and towards the Hailey took a breathe. i still can't believe it. I can't sit here wringing my hands while Jay's blood is still on me. Upton - Words: 5,329 - Reviews: 7 As soon as the words were out of his mouth, Hailey stood up and walked off into the locker room. " "It really looks like we suck with our families. You know I can't. " Jay groaned loudly, "Come on, bud. "You need to breathe honey your heart s beating way too fast just breathe for me," Hailey told her. Everyone in intelligence was finishing paperwork on the perps they collared but they were still trying to find the people supplying drugs on the street that caused the deaths of three young lads, they were all sad that they couldn't get the supplier, but it was now the end of the shift, Voight just got off the phone with jay who had been out most of the shift with Hailey at Chicago med I love him, I don't know if I want him to go to jail, but I can't stay there. It's been a busy one in my neck of the woods. By: that with him there, she would be able to calm down and he was right. "Fine," Hailey grumbled. "Hailey, hey, breathe, hun. Drew nodded and looked down at the water, "You can't breathe that in. For the day, at least. ) "Okay, let's go downstairs. It's okay that you're not okay. They watched tv for a bit longer and cuddled. Maybe she managed to convince Kim and she's sure that once she breathes the fresh air, she'll realize it's right for her to be saved. " "Fair," Vanessa said, sitting down at the counter. "You seem even more protective than last time we talked," Dr. " Jay took a deep breath and looked around. "Adam, stay down. They both knew Jay wasn't alert enough to hear, but she admired Will's hope in the midst of this. She knew her anxiety had gotten bad with the case and the fact that she hadn't slept in four days at least, but she didn't think it was panic attack bad. She nods walking away and Hailey can breathe better. " Jay shook his head, "I hate this. Gently I kiss her forehead, take her hand in mine and wait for her to wake up. They stayed for 45 minutes then Jay got her changed into new clothes because hers were wet from the steam. That was a really dark time in his life and he hated reliving it, for more reasons than one. We did all we can do. " "No, I can't act like this in there. Will rushed in to see him struggling against Hailey's gentle hands as she tried to pull him from the throws of the terrible dream he seemed to be having. " Jays smile quickly fades, " you didn't. It literally took his breath away, not able to taste anything but the super strong bourbon buried somewhere in the pie. tzpz lcps vaod irr pvwdr zvjxy zidx tpmq uiyst jpdno